just listenhow many times can u say ur sry before someone really believes u, i'm sry, i'm sry, I'M SORRY, 1 million, 2million, or more, or will they ever really believe u, u didn't mean to hurt them and didn't think u did until they scream out in pain,just listen
it hurts u to see them in this much pain, u say ur sry, they don't want to listen, u scream it at them, but they dont care anymore they don't even care that u are hurting too, its always over a guy or a gurl,
u get separated from the person and don't realize it until it is way to late, u try ur hardest, it doesnt help,
then u
canceryou've killed SO many,cancer
you attact people that are good and bad, old and young,
you have no pattern,
you just destroy anyone and everyone in your path,
you've taken my grandmother and my uncle SO painfully, you've scared my grandfather, almost took him, you just get into our heads and scare us until we surrender, you have us all wraped around your finger,
i can talk about you all day, i can talk about all the pain and suffuring you cause, i can talk about how we have hope of surving then you take it all away, but i won't, i can't give into your head games anymor
Why?why do i have such bad feelings? why am i always rejected? why do i always get excluded from things? why do i hurt myself? why do people not accept me? why can i not allow myself to be my complete self? why do i crave things so badly? why do i always get played by a guy i really like? why do i fall in love with the wrong people? why does my mom blame me for everything? why, when everyone else is happy i am upset or sad? why do i cry so much? why do i ask myself so many questions?Why?
and she's biting her lipIt was probably close to two in the morning and I laid on my bed listening to the whir of the space heater and central unit, but I was still shivering. There are some chills you can just never rid yourself of, can you? I bit my nails and hated myself for it, but it doesn't really matter anyway. My eyes burned and I felt like I should be doing something, just anything, so I took to the streets. I thought about walking miles and ending up at your doorstep, but it was a waste time and breath and just all too cliche.and she's biting her lip
So instead I just walked around the block a few times. I ended up at a grade school for fifth and sixth graders. I sat
EverythingYou found me And you took me in You helped me Wash away my sins You turned my life, My world around You picked me upEverything
Then you threw me down
Now everything that used to matter, Means nothing anymore I watched the world around me shatter Just like the world I knew before
Everything I thought we had Everything that we've been through Everything I ever cherished Never meant a thing to you
Everything you ever told me, You never meant a word of it And everything I've ever loved Has either died or turned to sh
- K I L L M E -Please kill me Kill me now Please take away my pain Just do it please I don't care how I'm the one to blame I can't even- K I L L M E -
Stand myself I'm living a life of shame Please end this hurt inside That spreads Like cancer through my veins Please kill me Kill me now Please take away my pain I'm sorry That you ever met me Please forget my name Don't waste your time On someone You know isn't even sane Please kill me Kill me now Please take away my pain Just close this book
And let me go So you can
Faves
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...in my bed.
"We laugh and laugh, and nothing can ever be sad, no one can be lost, or dead, or far away: right now we are here, and nothing can mar our perfection, or steal the joy of this perfect moment." - Audrey Niffenegger (The Time Traveler's Wife)
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we were young&dumb
but we still had fun
and i guess these things just tend to fall apart
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screw the freakin preps
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...in my bed.
"We laugh and laugh, and nothing can ever be sad, no one can be lost, or dead, or far away: right now we are here, and nothing can mar our perfection, or steal the joy of this perfect moment." - Audrey Niffenegger (The Time Traveler's Wife)
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screw the freakin preps
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...in my bed.
"We laugh and laugh, and nothing can ever be sad, no one can be lost, or dead, or far away: right now we are here, and nothing can mar our perfection, or steal the joy of this perfect moment." - Audrey Niffenegger (The Time Traveler's Wife)
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screw the freakin preps
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